Can't sleep

I've been absent from the blog a while because, to be honest, I just really haven't had anything nice to say.

I almost posted something about exercising, but then realized I'm a little sick of talking about it. I wish weight loss wasn't such a prominent player in my life so to blog about it is a little counterproductive.

I also almost posted something about how Chris is such a fabulous motivator, but it got too mushy, so I refrained.

Another post was started regarding my second thoughts about my wedding dress, but it just didn't seem like something appropriate to complain about, so that one got deleted as well.

I just had a little snafoo (another one of many) with one of my friends. My wish for the situation actually came true and I now hold the reins of the planning of the party at MY house. Imagine that.

My mom gets into town on Tuesday. I'm pretty excited-I'm sure that'll quickly change once the wedding errands commence.

Speaking of the wedding, I think I'm most excited about the groom's cake-weird thing to be excited about, I know. I can't wait to see how it turns out! Spice cake with white chocolate buttercream icing. Yummy! What else am I excited about? I think seeing all of the friends and relatives in one place celebrating the same thing. I really can't believe it's so close. It's like I expect time to stop-that it's something that's being planned but it won't actually take place. I try to imagine what it will be like the day before-or the day of when getting my hair done-but I can't. I'm excited about seeing the ringbearer and flower girl decked out too-they're going to be so cute!

I'm excited about the time of year and the many autumnal things we can do (the possibilities are endless!) I have my fingers crossed that it's not cold. Rainy I can handle. Cold I cannot. I mean, I love the cold, but not for our wedding.

At any rate, I'm rambling now so I think I'll try to fall asleep again.